Tired

I've been so tired lately.. I hide it well. Drink soda and eat sugar and I'm okay and then I hit a wall and for some stupid reason I'm usually in the middle of something so I drink more soda then I'm up all night.

I haven't been able to sleep properly for the last two weeks or so..I get these boughts of insomnia and sleepiness but I don't really know what to do about it. I've been slacking with work..I have no motivation for it. Ugh.

Today isn't any better.. barely slept last night, rolled around and then fell asleep for about four hours until my brain was like OKAY UP AND AT EM! My body's tired though, my eyes hurt like hell and I know I have all kinds of things to do before the weekend and it's taking a toll on me. UGH.

Also just to get it down. I got a call from my financial counselor today to talk about my last few classes I need to graduate. My money won't last til then.. or at least it wouldn't but now it does. I had to switch things around and enlongate my stay at AiPoD for another few months in order for it to work. I still have an outstanding balance though.. $762 to be exact. I'm now starting payments of $85 a month to pay it off in 9 months. Let's just hope I'll be able to do this every month..

What else.. oh, well I've lost my birthday card for Matt at the convention. I swear, I put shit in places I think I will remember and then it's gone *grump* I need to find that and start getting stuff together..I also need to do laundry, shower and pack for this weekend.

Totally in a grumpy mood and I just wanna sleep and not have responsibility for a little while...rawr.