Somehow I missed it was Wednesday...

Yeah. Totally thought it was still Tuesday. lol Even though I remember seeing "Tuesday! Pig N' A Poke!" all day yesterday, I still thought today was Tuesday too... god dammit Gabriel, don't stick me in a time loop!

Anywhosits..I got a lot accomplished last night. A lot of work for my job and today I replied like I need to for class. I just really need to start on homework that's due this weekend and do my damn laundry. I also need to get my glasses fixed. I really want to wear them, they're so cute and nerdy!

See? Totally nerdy. XD

Not much happened today..couldn't sleep again and ended up drifting off after Ria left for work again. Slept for about two hours and then was awake because of that and Ria was texting me. Apparently this weekend, while we're in Colorado, Christi's family is going to show up as well. Which..definitely was NOT planned and isn't really wanted either. :\ I'm afraid that since no one knows me..I'm probably just going to be 'Shanti's friend' and I'll be over looked to spend time with the baby completely. Ria says she won't stand for it, and I'm sure she won't but she's already on edge about everything else and I hate seeing her get upset over things like this. It's just not good for her. Meh

So we'll see how that goes I suppose. Hopefully things won't be as bad as I anticipate :\ On a lighter note, on a trip I took to Memphis with mom, sis and Kyle this past July I got post cards as souvenirs. I ended up getting two Graceland ones since we were there (the rest are all Elvis related..hah go figure XD) and I sent one up to Vancouver to the set of Supernatural. The fans organized this thing about sending postcards to them to welcome the cast and crew back for Season 8. I realized the other day that a lady who works as part of the crew was taking pictures of the postcards they received and they got mine :D

Mine is 4 rows down, 3 from the left next to the black one that's folded and hanging open. It has Elvis in his pink cadillac in front of Graceland on it. I was so excited to see it on the wall :D

Made me happy to see it, and I hope they enjoyed my story with it. I wrote on the back saying how I thought this was appropriate because while in Graceland I caught two orbs on my camera while in the Jungle Room. The audio tour said that was Elvis's favorite room and the large round chair in it was his favorite place to sit and play guitar. I caught an orb in the room and then one right in the chair, so that was awesome.

I'm bouncing around on topics here, but that's okay. It's how my brain works and since nothing really of import has happened all at once, I'm gonna keep bouncing til it does. :P

Tired

I've been so tired lately.. I hide it well. Drink soda and eat sugar and I'm okay and then I hit a wall and for some stupid reason I'm usually in the middle of something so I drink more soda then I'm up all night.

I haven't been able to sleep properly for the last two weeks or so..I get these boughts of insomnia and sleepiness but I don't really know what to do about it. I've been slacking with work..I have no motivation for it. Ugh.

Today isn't any better.. barely slept last night, rolled around and then fell asleep for about four hours until my brain was like OKAY UP AND AT EM! My body's tired though, my eyes hurt like hell and I know I have all kinds of things to do before the weekend and it's taking a toll on me. UGH.

Also just to get it down. I got a call from my financial counselor today to talk about my last few classes I need to graduate. My money won't last til then.. or at least it wouldn't but now it does. I had to switch things around and enlongate my stay at AiPoD for another few months in order for it to work. I still have an outstanding balance though.. $762 to be exact. I'm now starting payments of $85 a month to pay it off in 9 months. Let's just hope I'll be able to do this every month..

What else.. oh, well I've lost my birthday card for Matt at the convention. I swear, I put shit in places I think I will remember and then it's gone *grump* I need to find that and start getting stuff together..I also need to do laundry, shower and pack for this weekend.

Totally in a grumpy mood and I just wanna sleep and not have responsibility for a little while...rawr.

Trying Again

So, I've created probably.. five different blogs in the last few years to try and jump start myself into doing it on a regular basis just so I can get my thoughts out about daily events or to remember events that happened recently. I have a Supernatural convention coming up in a few weeks, and I really want to write down everything about it so that I can relive it easier than I can the one from last year.

So here goes..

Over the weekend Ria and I went to a party at her bosses house. I was kind of nervous about it because meeting her co-workers would be kind of awkward, just like it is meeting new people in general. I've heard about them for months but had no idea what they'd look like or how they'd really act. Especially Blake, who's the gay one and apparently a self-named douchebag. I wasn't expecting much good from him, but he was fine. Everyone was really friendly and I can see myself hanging out with them again if I'm invited again. :] Her boss got drunk, hit on me, talked about my boobs and gave me a kiss on the cheek and so did her bosses wife's best friend. Hah. It was a fun time..until Ria got sick. Then it got kind of maudlin, but I knew it would since she'd been repeating that she deserves some time to get really fucked up, after everything that's happened. And yes, she does and I'm glad she did, but getting sick wasn't what I had in mind for that night. lol But over all, it was a good time, got home around 6am after eating Waffle House and then passed out til about 4pm. Good times.

Which leads me to another thing.. that's the second time I had to clean up puke in the month of August. lol Gross..I keep saying that I'm totally ready for this weekend now. Ria and I are going to Colorado to visit her niece, my niece by proxy, and I'm about 95% sure she will projectile vomit on me at some point. It's bound to happen. lol I really can't wait to see the baby though, I hope that she's old enough to be responsive and stuff. I'd assume she is, but she's barely over a month old..so we'll see. I also hope that I can hold her somewhat normally since my boobs get in the way. Feels like I'm already holding a baby most of the time. XD There's a lot to do before we go.. I have to catch up on work. I've been slacking so much lately and it's really not a good thing. I just don't have the motivation to do it and really would love a new job.

I keep looking for a job, I'm going to still look until I find something, but man is it disheartening. Being unable to pay my bills or pay rent or pay half of the normal bills like I should. It's just frustrating as hell. *sigh* Just gotta keep going.. something will come up. It's bound to, I'm not an idiot and I'm good at what I do.

I'll stop here for now, will try and post more often. I really want to do this just to get my thoughts out about stuff and get into it again. Hopefully I can. I have a list of things I need to do tomorrow so I need to go to sleep and get ready for it..